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Anticipation: Astrological Chart Reading

Wednesday, March 31st, 2010

An offer was extended by Jennifer L. Shelton of FemCentral for an astrology chart reading (Jennifer was gracious in featuring Whats-Your-Sign.com on her FemCentral blog).

I love astrology, but not for conventional reasons.  I’ve had my chart read by Robert Phoenix, and my Human Design interpreted by Kim Gould.  Each experience plied mortar between a few bricks in my psyche.  Excellent forays into astrological realms, on both accounts.

I read someplace that each human soul has a counterpart in the stars.  Meaning, there is a stellar-doppelganger of ourselves– only in the form of a celestial body – a star.  I can’t remember where I read that, but I thought it was very cool.  It galvanized my theory that we are first and foremost: Universal.  And, it just makes good sense to tap into that starlight-starbright perspective  by any (healthy) means necessary.

Meditation launches me out there in the dark matter.  So do a few other tricks up my soul-seeking sleeve.  Astrology is another trip to the stars – another vehicle for “lift off.”

So, it’s in this spirit of light-tripping that I look forward to some astrological wisdom from Jennifer.  I’ll let you know more (and probably write up a review of her services so you can benefit from her insights too).

Crow Dreams and Pearls of Patience

Tuesday, March 9th, 2010
Crow Dream Interpretations

Crow Dream Interpretations


For many nights now, a behemoth Crow cackles in my consciousness. She comes dressed in her classic black, iridescent robes.  A daughter of Nyx, dark as soot – her presence equally clingy within my inhaling mind.

Always in moments like these I wonder about the concept of dreaming within dreams, which prompts me to consider reality – and this all leads to a chain-reaction of odd musings that hurl me off-track from my focus.

And what is my focus?

Oh, yeah – right…the dream…

Did you know Crows are mother figures to the Hopitu-Shinumu Indians?  Uh huh.  The Crow is one among the Hopi’s legion of Kachinas.  It descends in the Winter, spitting out seeds like a Tommy Gun run amok – rapid fire and with widespread dissemination being more important than technical aim.  Those seeds represent the promise of the future – the continuation of the tribe.

This makes sense.  In the span of one month, two mother-figures in my life have left this physical life.  Good for them.  But, not-so-good for those of us left behind dealing with the sucking black holes of our separation-issues.

Since these so-called “deaths” of important mother-figures in my life, the Onyx Crow keeps cawing in my dreams, and her symbolism keeps shifting, twisting, morphing.  That’s typical.  It’s the Crow way to be elusive.  She makes us work for meaning.  We must earn the epiphanies.  In this way, our understanding of her presence becomes substantial – galvanized in our psyche.  The lessons learned from the Crow are solid, permanent.

She is shrill and course in her speech.  Her voice pierces like a big-tooth saw heaving through stainless steel, rendering an unearthy sound – metallic, jagged, like reverberating insanity.  Of course, it’s an attention-grabbing technique.  I’ve been numb.  -Nothing like an  other-world “rebel yell” to get one’s attention.

It works.  I become lucid within the dream, the spectral body sits up bolt-straight.

Now that she has my attention, the Crow stills her ripping cackles and shits a pearl in my left hand.  Yes, you read that right.

I borrow hope from the Hopi, interpreting this Crow as a Mother come to rattle my attention until the numb-fluffs are shaken off.

This interpretive approach is underscored by the presence of that white-bright lustery pearl.  In Chinese symbology, pearls are very yin.  They are associated with water, the moon and feminine themes.  I like how pearls are born from an oceanic womb – dark as night, just like my Mother Crow.

I also appreciate how pearls are wrought into existence via  a defense mechanism.  Pearls are formed as a response to an irritant or parasitic invasion upon the mollusk.

This makes sense in context of my recent mental states.  Tons of intruders in the form of rogue emotions/memories/mental frenzies have invaded my space as a result of these recent “deaths.”

I keep my interpretations of this dream rather loose, because I know my Obsidian Compatriot – that crazy Mother Crow will tweak my perception again.  She is every inch a task-master in spiritual learning.  I also know her pearl-pooping symbolism will morph in meaning too.

A prime point to be taken away from this post is this: Sometimes a dream interpretation is far from succinct.  Pat answers simply will not apply to certain dreams/experiences.

There are times when waking and dreaming life coalesce in a weird crockpot, and the symbolic flavors must stew over time before any real sense can be made of any of it.

That’s a tough pill to swallow for some of us.   In this instant-download-push-button-get-it-now world, the concept of waiting for a big picture to formulate does not sit well.  But wait we must.  Sometimes that’s the only option: Patience in the process, and faith in knowing illumination will come when it’s damn good and ready (and of course, when we are ready to receive).

Other stuff:

Mother Symbolism

Raven Symbolism

Six Steps to Interpreting Dreams

Dream Symbolism

Crow Medicine for Laughter

 

Common Dream Meaning Video

Monday, March 1st, 2010


While I was with my friend, Michele Knight in NYC we took this short video discussing common dream meaning.

Check out the links below for more information on this *dreamy* topic.   Enjoy!

 

 

More Suggestions for Common Dream Meanings

My Portal Page to lots more Dream Meanings